Background
It was the winter of 1988 when my world collapsed, when all that I was trying to do, be, and become went horribly pear shaped and fell apart. This sent me spiralling down to a very deep, but brief, state of depression, from which I thankfully returned with only one goal and desire…. I wanted to know the truth.
This was all that I became interested in, and my search was intense and focused as I absorbed information and instruction from every source relating to my quest.
A popular idea that was emerging for me at the time was that a person’s thoughts created their reality; that the things that we think about and focus on, will manifest for us in our lives. This idea sat well with me, however, another idea occurred to me, for no particular reason, and I wondered what might happen then if we were to have no thought? Would it mean that we would have no reality? Surely not. The answer could only lie in putting it to the test, and sure enough, I received my answer as life catapulted me into a world of wonder and flow.
I discovered that to the degree I was able to ‘not think’, life would work beautifully for me. I saw and experienced a reality that was indeed different to the one that was being projected and created by my own thinking mind, but it was by no means nothing.
The experiences I had were unexpected and REVELATIONARY. I know that I just made that word up, but it seems to be the right word to use – an equal mix of revealing and revolutionary. Certain information was accessed, or released, and came pouring out of me in the form of books and manuscripts. Since that time, I have continued writing and speaking the information, but mostly I have simply been getting on with life in a much more enlightened and enjoyable way. It now seems right – perhaps as a result of this astonishing technology that can deliver information to anyone and everyone across the world in milliseconds – for me to finally express this voice from within that will not let me rest until it is done…
I knew that this technology was profound but to hear you gain your voice again is wonderful.
I don’t claim to understand all that you talk of but I know that your passion is strong enough that those who come to listen and learn will find your message profound.
Just that you have experienced things that we mortals often have not and you are so confidently purposeful in your desires to express that which you know, I feel sure that the essence of the message will flow for those that take the time to listen.
All the Best on this venture and I look forward to having you on my show some time.
Hi, thanks for your comment on my blog. I must admit, that when I read it I thought you would turn out to be another preacher. I have listened to many people saying they know the answer to life’s deepest questions. But your blog really is quite different, specially the fact that you are testing things out rather than accepting beliefs. I also feel that mind creates matter, but have not tried the ‘non-thought’ mode yet – I find it very difficult to stop questioning. But that’s why I HAVE to try harder now and I will certainly give it my best.
Warm wishes
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